Considering CE5 but Feeling Anxious
Date: 03/22/2025 (Mid-afternoon – just a sound check)
Location: Lewis and Clark County, Montana, USA
I’ve had some previous encounters with UFOs, which has inspired me to delve into CE5. Initially, I made a rather half-hearted attempt to experiment with the mental state, using Greer’s meditation introduction from his app.
The moment I attempted to visualize the Milky Way, per his instructions, I found myself struggling to maintain the image. It felt like there was a strong resistance against it. I managed to push through, but when it came time for the invitation, my instincts kicked in and disrupted my focus. It was as if, the moment I hesitated, I was jolted back to reality.
It felt like there was a barrier in my consciousness preventing me from fully engaging in the process. Although I have a basic understanding of meditation and have dabbled in it before, I’ve never encountered anything that felt so alien to my own thoughts.
A Few Questions:
After doing some reading on Reddit, I realized I shouldn’t have approached it that way, but why hasn’t Greer mentioned this? What was that experience? Was it a protective force or something that hindered me? Should I try again?
Has anyone else had a similar experience? What are your thoughts?
It’s completely understandable to feel scared or anxious when trying something as unconventional as CE5. Your experience sounds intense, and it’s not uncommon for people to encounter resistance when they’re delving into unfamiliar mental or spiritual territory.
Why doesn’t Greer specify that? CE5 and similar practices often attract diverse participants with a wide range of backgrounds and experiences. Greer’s approach can sometimes assume a level of comfort and familiarity with meditation that not everyone has. Additionally, he may not emphasize potential resistance explicitly because it can vary from person to person.
What was that? Many people report feeling a sense of resistance or distraction when they start to tap into altered states of consciousness. It could have been your own mind trying to protect you by pulling you back into your comfort zone. It might also be an indication that there were unprocessed emotions or thoughts that surfaced during the meditation. Some might interpret this as a protective mechanism, while others believe it might be a sign of external influences testing your intentions.
Do you try again? If you feel called to explore CE5 further, it might be worth trying again, but perhaps with a different approach. You could start with short meditation sessions focused on grounding yourself rather than immediately diving into the CE5 invitation. Practicing more traditional meditation techniques to build your comfort with altered states might also help.
Anyone else with similar experiences? Plenty of people have encountered challenges when trying CE5 or similar practices. It’s a deeply personal journey, and many find that it takes time, patience, and practice to overcome initial hurdles. You might find support in communities like this one, where others can share their stories and offer advice on navigating these experiences.
Remember, it’s okay to take your time and proceed at your own pace. Your comfort and safety should come first!